“When I am writing, I am trying to find out who I am.”

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Maya Angelou by Spanglej, CC BY-SA 2.0.Maya Angelou by Spanglej, CC BY-SA 2.0.

Words mean more than what is set down on paper. It takes the human voice to infuse them with deeper meaning.

Find a beautiful piece of art. If you fall in love with Van Gogh or Matisse or John Oliver Killens, or if you fall love with the music of Coltrane, the music of Aretha Franklin, or the music of Chopin — find some beautiful art and admire it, and realize that it was created by human beings just like you, no more human, no less.

There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.

The idea is to write it so that people hear it and it slides through the brain and goes straight to the heart.

When I am writing, I am trying to find out who I am, who we are, what we’re capable of, how…

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Tests Everywhere!

Hi everyone.

How’s life? Mine, I’m gonna face SUPER final tests starting tomorrow. And bet what? Mathematics on the first day. Add math, actually. Yes, I said MATH.


AND! Two weeks ahead, I must FIGHT a bunch of TESTS. On 30th May-7th June I have that super final exam, and after that, even still right on 7th June-8th June I have the 3rd test for Bina Antarbudaya (this is beyond my expectation), and 12th June an olympiad test. And remedial week (re-test or repeating for those who failed) on 9th June-14th June. And I have a lot of things to prepare for another upcoming competition.

Hhhh…. Life is seriously hard. I know that well.

So, I just stared at my final test schedule like soul-less-ly ‘what is this?’ ‘where am I?’ ‘what should I do?’

The truth is, material for mathematics (the real one) hasn’t completed yet. In my case.

Well, coincidentally it’s almost always a sudden day off when actually it is math’s time. Plus, I have that olympiad test, and I was always having a practice when I supposed to join math classes. And the result, I skipped 2 chapters of material. Great.

About add math, my teacher was like talking to herself when she was teaching in front of the class. And she’s so perfectionist. It’s not just me who can’t understand. But its MOST of the class. Like 90% maybe? Srsly.

I have zero will to study. Hh..

I never liked math from the first time. But I never got suck grades back then.

The same goes with test / exam. I was never worry or scared before. I always thought of it as a passing-by-wind. Because I can. Really.

But its all changed after I entered high school.

In the end, I wrote a lot there. Yeah, let’s just pray I can passed all of those events perfectly, and got the best for me. Really, no matter what, I don’t want to have any remedial (even tough I know it’s rather 無理だ。。)

I wish you have a good day!

Kris, EXO, SM, and Fans



As a K-POPer, and specifically, EXO FANS, I’m so sad. To the point where I feel like, ‘Just what are you doing SM?? Don’t you get enough when Hangeng left?’

Deep down I’m so betrayed.

I don’t really get the situation. I believe in Kris. I want him to be happy, choosing his own path, but yet, I feel like…

Do not leave me us, Kris. Wu Yi Fan. Dduizhang.

We’ll always support you.

Happy Kartini’s Day!


For the first time in forever, I’m updating this blog! -w- Well, I just feel like post something about today.

So, today is Kartini’s Day. For us, Indonesians, Raden Ajeng Kartini is a wonderful woman. She proved that woman isn’t just in the kitchen, taking care the kid, or household. But, woman can be equal as man. She brought freedom for woman. She’s a hero.

Well, Indonesians usually celebrate it, once a year, on 21st April, exactly Kartini’s birthday. And usually we wear traditional costumes of Indonesia. So, today my school celebrated it too! I doodled something to put on this post~

ImageI was wearing a blue Kebaya for today. It was pretty fun! My classmates took a lot of photos together!

Happy Kartini’s Day!^^


Whoaaaa it’s already holidays! And it’s just 2 days before christmas and a WEEK before NEW YEAR!! Yeah!^^ (And I just feel like updating this blog ever since forever. HA HA!)

Actually, I just received my very first student report for the 1st semester, AND! It’s a bit different than it used to be -w-a I mean, it’s not that my grades dropped or what (I think my grades are just good as it is), but the scoring system is just different . . . . .

OKAY! Let’s not talk about that.

And, what I’ve been looking! My b’day! Awawawawaaa I want to get my present ASAP /><\

And! got Mekaku City Records Limited Edition ~^v^~ (it’s a long time ago actually, in August if I’m not mistaken u,u) Thanks to airacho and her brother who helped me bought it! I gotta post the album later~ (It’s awesome, really!)

So, I’ve been falling in love with ShintaroHarukaKanoSeto Kagerou Project since a year ago, and decided to buy the album.

And! they’ll releasing new album on new year! (I’ve been thinking to saving up my money or ask my parents to switch my b’day present) Yeah, I’m still thinking to buy one or not. (but I hope to!)

I wish you have a wonderful holiday everyone!^^/